Not Now

Crossing my fingers and hoping that I don't have to talk to you, not now at least. I have zero tolerance for bull shit so I'm not in the mood to give it. I can sit here laugh and ask questions like I care when in reality I'm just going to be thinking about what I can be spending all this wasted time doing. I wonder why I hold these grudges towards people. If there is something that you do and I strongly disagree with it, I tend to be easily annoyed by just the mention of your name. Does that make me a true Taurus? I will just say that that is what makes me ME. All this thinking and writing still does not change the fact that I do not want to talk to you right now. Maybe tomorrow or next week or next month, but I hope not until next year. Only in my dreams.